I am from
Oklahoma. I love that state for reasons I don’t even understand. I may never
live there again, but it’s mine-all-mine and I’m exceedingly proud the be from
there. From a very young age I have taken ‘the local’ very seriously. As a
child and teenager (and to this day) I scoured history and pop culture for
Oklahoma references so that I could wave them like flags in other peoples’
faces.
Gymnast Shannon
Miller! Runner Jim Thorpe! Actor Wes Studi (A true Oklahoman; Cherokee
was his first language)! The Musical! That one tornado movie! Will Rogers!
OOOOOklahoma! |
Just the other
day I discovered that a food blogger I greatly enjoy lives in Tulsa, Oklahoma
and I said to myself: “Figures! Of course I like her cooking and her blogging.
She lives in Oklahoma.” There’s no real logic to it; I just felt far more
deeply justified in my appreciation of her skills. I felt a bizarre kinship to her just because of that fact (that and she cooks hearty, rich food, like I do).
This being the
case, I have always loved regional histories. Just as with pop culture and food
bloggers, I love to wade through historical events to discover proof that the
places I love are worthy of the affection I already harbor for them. Places are
meant to bear the weight and marks of their history. They are meant to give us,
as C.S. Lewis puts it, “the pang of the particular”….that “local, unique
sting.”
There are only a
few places where the sting got to me, and I haven’t lived in those places for
some time now. I have lived in places that have good qualities, interesting
features, and reasonably interesting (if short) histories. But the land didn’t
reach into me and influence me the way the others did. I miss that. There is
nothing wrong with appreciating all locations, but I do not want to lose the
‘pang of the particular’ to nice generalities. I do not want to become the
other being who:
“Cannot
understand
Love that mortal
bears
For native,
native land—
All lands are
theirs”
I think we are
being culturally untaught love of native land. It is too often confused with
jingoism or ethnocentrism for some, and seems meaningless or useless to others
‘in this global age.’ But I cannot see how homogeneity is any kind of
improvement on the past. If you cannot conjure a love for that which was given
to you first, how genuine will your affection for any new place be? It is like
the old adage (or maybe it was just an adage in my family…my mom said it all
the time): if you can’t love your siblings, get along with them, and treat them
with honor, how long can you expect to be good and loving to any outsider? How
you are at home is how you will (eventually) be elsewhere.
The other day I
was asked: “But why is it that you love Iraq?” (one on my short list of
land-loves)
I could scarcely
explain, and I was repeating myself: the history, the Tigris, the Euphrates,
the history, the people, the culture, Baghdad, the history! Its story can get into the blood against your will. It's not always a pretty story, mind you, but that is beside the point. Some of the
best, deepest loved lands have some of the hardest, saddest histories (I’ve
mentioned before that Iraq is often called the “Land of Three Rivers”…the third
being of blood or tears).
It is not without
meaning that God addresses both the people and the land all throughout the
Bible. The land can be cultivated and loved…or it can become defiled (Leviticus
18:25). God desires it restored:
“O land, land,
land, hear the word of the Lord!” (Jeremiah 22:9)
'In this global age' we may not understand
very well. The world has been made to seem very small to us, the people and
their lands increasingly interchangeable…our differences from one another, mere
curiosities to cause a brief jolt of interest. But the land and the people have
historically been intertwined and they mutually influence each other in unique fashion. People
often carry their native land in them wherever they go, whether they notice it
or not (whether they want to or not). Likewise the land bears its history and its people. It’s not
everything, of course. But it’s not nothing either. We would do well to remember it.
I love it that you appreciate you living places whether by birth, service, work, education or ministry. You have captured the reality that so many miss that God places us in places for purposes.
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Hi. I found your blog during a google search on The Pilgrim's Regress, which I am in the midst of reading now. And I lived in Oklahoma for most of my life. :)
ReplyDeleteHope you're enjoying Pilgrim's Regress...it is, as Lewis said, obscure, but I LOVED it. Cheers for Oklahomans!
ReplyDeleteJ, I just read this for the first time! Thank you. It helps me understand my feelings towards particular places that I've lived...and, be ok without having that feeling for even the place I currently live.
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